crash update

so it's been a while since my last entry and there's no excuse for it. why do we blog anyway? so people can have a peep into our lives as they should be?...definately not as they are because we shape that which we tell. today i'll tell you the whole truth though. i've been failing, succeeding at failing, hitched, then not, in love...like 3 times or something, finally found my feet, then lost them again, ultimately struggling to be alone because i'm still not used to it. doing that now in a different place, east london off the eastern cape coast of mzansi...mind you...during the confed cup 2009.

in a foreign place until it's not so foreign any more, but still unfamiliar because no matter how much i try to fit in, i'm still just a farm girl from the 80's...the age of the wretched. maybe i should save this for tomorrow in hopes of a new, different perspective on things.